Paranoid Delusion

being taking everything for granted
being dreaming fantasy within reality

this temporary bliss
might come to an end
or has already came to the end

time to wake up
from hoping-for-things-to-come-to-me-without-me-doing-anything
and worry on things that matters
than things that matters to an extend only.

i'm so deluded i feel sorry for myself

but i'm grateful for being made felt this way.

Strand

for the first time in my life
i feel like im alive
im alive~

i should savour the very moment of it
the feeling when a paralyzed person slightly moved his finger
the feeling when a beggar gets a ten dollar note

angel stabbed devil
devil pierced angel
wonder who's gonna win

Gift

One of the greatest gifts from God
initiative
be it taking an initiative
or being initiated

I'm still easily satisfied
look down at me
i'll look up on you

Progression, if, leads to dilemma though