keep out. it's boring.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

miss confirmation

i see.
i'm done.
another red sign.

maybe my blog title's a curse for eternal solitairity.
maybe i should change the title?

well, after some thought, i won't.
just to prove that i'm a stubborn person.

after all i never grow bored listening to red sign.

Friday, January 23, 2009

mirana nightshade

another miss. i think.
the more i try to do something about it, the worse it gets. i guess.

should be thankful that i'm rid of this prolonged curse.
i'm getting more and more pieces of myself arranged.
and hence realised the ugly in me

whatever happens now
it shall be another mirror to reflect on myself
be it short
or long.

sometimes grapes are just too tasty i do not deserve to taste'em.

elune's arrow fired. missed. now the best step to take is to leap away. and so i shall hide within the moonlight shadow.

better luck next time.

Saturday, January 10, 2009


i see the difference.
im getting more and more honest to myself.
better suffer than sorry.

am i taken lightly? or i just see myself as taken lightly.
i see more differences.

am i appreciated?
hope so. seems not.
i'm just one of the many.
i wish i was special

im confused. very very confused. someone please enlighten me.

but im getting used to the pain. heh.

Friday, January 2, 2009


is this karma?
i dont feel that bad though
i hope they dont.

reject. and then rejected.
i guess that's the way it is.
reality's no heaven.

i guess i have to lower down all my expectations so that i wont kill myself all the time.
not literally i mean.
lord save my throat.