2048

I inquired you about you and told you about myself but it isn't like what it was before, to me. You didn't reply me. And then reminded you twice. And you even agreed to once of it on MSN, but the fact is, you didn't. Or haven't. Or will never.

and you know what? i didn't care as much. I slept like any other days that i've slept. Yes, there's a wee bit of dissapointment in me, but it's too insignificant.

2048 is the number of times your blog has being visited. I think 1900++ are done by me. The number of hits per day really helped me to keep track of... how much i've missed you. When i started to feel like doing this, i hit 7-8 per day. After a few weeks i put in my effort and it rised up to 15-16 a day. There was once i almost hit 20 in one single day. However, as i wasn't in front of a computer so long on the weekends, Saturday and Sundays usually get 4 to 5 hits. Gradually, the number of hits decreased to a steady 10-12. And since last week (written on 13 aug 2010), 0.

I guess it's time, to wander again, to find new journeys. You shall be in my memory, but i won't let it bother me. Thank you for being another practical teacher, and thank you, for my feather fragments.

you know what?

i still horribly, miss you.

i feel like: #25

showing. The amount of laughter i garnered. Too bad you wouldn't be there to see.

i feel like: #24

thanking you for the alarm again.

i feel like: #23

Don Quixote. And i don't care.

i feel like: #22

filling you with bits of my boring life although I know you're less likely to be even interested to know.

i feel like: #21

everything everywhere, regardless of the relevance, reminds.

i feel like: #20

asking you where have you two been?

i feel like: #19

i regretted giving up.

i feel like: #18

time crawls.

i feel like: #17

inquiring if you've found the famous laksa&cendol place already.

i feel like: # 16

it's coming. That expected stinging nonsensical pain that I thought I no longer need to expect anymore.

i feel like: #15

Illidan Stormrage.

i feel like: #14

i'm handling it better than i thought.

i feel like: #13

a foolish tool to everyone else's eyes but a dark knight to my own eyes only.

i feel like: #12

teaching you how to go Penang Hill and Kek Lok Si. (go KLS during cny, the lightings are spectacular)

i feel like: #11

thanking you for making me think of you to the extend i remember about your picture to remember about that i forgot to set the alarm yesterday.

i feel like: #10

asking you about you and you and you.

i feel like: #9

telling him that there's another one beside the police station

i feel like: #8

telling him that there's a florist along the road of her house.

i feel like: #7

listening to whatever that you have to say.

i feel like: #6

telling you that i finished that novel 'Digital Fortress" in one day! *imagines your pretended applause*

i feel like: #5

knowing as much as not knowing

i feel like: #4

hitting 1000. it's 378 now.

i feel like: #3

fading away and hanging around, imposing at the same time

i feel like: #2

wishing that you get well soon.

i feel like: #1 telling you many, many things./ fragments, scatter # 5