keep out. it's boring.

Monday, August 27, 2007

drowning

supposed to be sleeping now
not used to sleeping so early?
bothered by thoughts
thoughts of her

why can't i just be a man and take it?
why do i have to punish myself for feeling this?
can't i just remove all of them from my mind and rest?
why can't i just let them all out and feel better?
i'm her nobody
i dont deserve this
i dont have to think of this
let me sleep in peace

can i just handle jealousy
can i forget everything i see
can i not overreact to normal stuffs like this

is it just sense of hollowness
is it just a need of filling
or is it true
or is it truly twisted

hope is only an illusion
i wonder if im blessed or cursed..
im devouring myself

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