Neutralise

i almost cried pride.
i dont know.
i deserved to be laughed at.
why are you trying to make fun of me?
you think its funny what the fuck you think its doing to me?

i've poured enough alkaline to neutralize the acid
did i pour too much?
i felt like i did.

i think i've gathered enough strength to make another step again.
and i should look at where am i going.
so i wont fall. again.