Public Monologue

For this very moment
i feel like locking myself up in a room and not talk to anybody
and enjoy things myself
i wanna lie on the bed
and look at the ceiling
and do nothing

i'm slightly tired i think
not physically
nor in a way that i can describe
i hereby apologize to the victims of the antisocial me
whether you see it or not
whether you feel it or not

i just came back from KL two days ago. I'm going Thailand later.
i had fun. i must say. thanks.