keep out. it's boring.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Energize Me

I seem to not understand any of you. Efforts of trying to are obvious and fruitless. Backing off seems righteous and the only thing to do. I feel like a loser in whatsoever actions i do. In fact, i will be a loser either way. This life is not worth living.

Where is my fear of failing? Where is my inspiration to strife? I hope it is not broken beyond repair. It is just the way it is.

Make me think about it. Make me care. Make me do something. Make me good.
Maybe i should start by deleting my warcraft 3.

Almost everyone's on gear 3. I'm still stuck on gear 1. My engine sucks.

But it's not blown yet. It's not blown.

melikeyafterforever

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