Nevermind

If i were to vanish from this world
would it make a difference?
i don't matter to anyone
i don't seem to be a significant role in anyone's life
or is it just that i didnt make myself significant enough.
Enough.

They seem to be happy
and i can only feel glad that they are happy
and i can't do anything about it
and it doesn't matter with or without me

If i were to matter in this world
would it make a difference with the current state of i'm having now?
is this just a reason to bitch and procastinate?
guess so..
It's never enough.

Sorry.
Nevermind.
never mind.