-random

x13.

1. i'm depressed. because i just had a fish courdon bleu, a bowl of mushroom soup, a super-cute-mini chocolate cupcake and 3 scoops of ice-cream! Good food never ceased to make me fat! Noooooo~

2. I can't seem to hear very well. i don't know what the hell is wrong with me but i'm slightly deaf by nature. I hate people talking blurly and softly and refuse to repeat. if you were to do that to me, i will definitely take revenge by saying something blurly too, to make you feel what i feel. and i dont have a girlfriend! wuuuuuu~

3. james patterson and butterfly made me write like 'adrenaline'. teo zhi jing made me write like 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13.

4. sometimes i wish i was a girl so i could be a beautiful girl. i like to be a pretty girl and get initiated by boys. hmm, okay, im not gay. but i wanna know how it feels to be stalked by someone the way i stalk someone.

5. i think i'm averagely smart. and yes, im honest yet humble. I'm extremely lazy though. That explains my current body figure.

6. i like lina the most at the moment though. MYMlLevenT is my idol.

7. i was never hugged romantically. i yearn to know what it feels.

8. i almost never buy clothes. i can wear antics or museum collections to public places. i don't think i know how to feel ashamed. The saying, 'changing relationship status like changing clothes' applies to me too. i wonder why i'm always single. sigh.

9. only dota players and a few weirdos know i like purple. when i was small i used to like green, then when i was primary, blue. i know, i'm weird.

10. i melt hearing female operatic/rock-ish voices singing along with heavy riffs and classical instruments. guess that made me a minority favouring bands like Within Temptation, Nightwish, Epica etc. oh the yums~

11. My favourite animes/mangas are death note, code geass and one piece.

12. Cradle of Flith - Nympethatime, Good God - Korn, Mudvayne - Happy are my favourite songs to scream when i'm emo. and suddenly i fell in love with within temptation's all i need & blue eyes, epica's mother of light and leaves' eye's elegy.

13. i guess i can't differientiate love and lust. girls i approach tend to think im perverted. *frowns*