epic

i'm doing this for the sake of building up my confidence.
it shall be an innovative effort. avant-garde. but made by someone with bad technical skills.
it shall be a recollection of knowledge, interest and memories. that i know. that you know. that i want. that you want. or at least, that i assume you want.
with a combination of bad art and nerd rage, i hereby present to myself, project: epic

13 origami flowers. white papers. red ink or color pencil. flower shape unknown YET. (will be updated).
flower1- bir kadin cizeceksin
flower2- ditto i guess
flower3- ditto, my hp
flower4- lyrics of the songs u like. (wtf lol)
flower5- lyrics of the songs i like n would like u 2 like. (wtf wtf wtf no lol)
flower6- ditto of tenth star
flower7- things i want to tell u
flower8- rm10
flower9- primary school punishment in chinese
flower10- link to this blog?? (most of it will be white, but the posts shall fill the emptiness) (if its ever opened)
flower11-coloratura
flower12- (ok im out of ideas)
flower13- ...
those are just written to clad the white papers with red. some of them do not make sense. some of them will be replaced by a better idea if i managed to brainstorm another one.

12 dead flowers. black, dark purple or brown. different from the former 13 in terms of pattern. they shall face down. they shall be distinct, easy to detach.
flower1-12: random physic equations or, notes. no confirmation about the 'correct'ness. made to be thrown away in front of you. stupid. history-thrash. but unique. and meaningful. to me, at least.

also, portability. big problem. assembling here or there.
wrapper. leaves. branches. side decorations. - unthought yet.

i have 2-3 months for all of this bouquet of misunderstood kaleidoscope. anyhow, everything here is a draft. it's crazy effort, will i be able to carry it?