woang

do you ever hear?
i'll be glad even if its not more than three times.
i wonder if you remember it was from me.
maybe u just used it as its primary function and if that's the case i'll get a bit of sense of achievement.

ha.
u listened albeit the disagreement reply.
maybe its totally nothing but that's another sense of achievement for me to feel for myself. a very minor one though.

there's always a shadow
now that there's no more source
it'll go away someday..
someday
so ironic that part of me is still holding on to it
maybe its just better than emptiness
although its relatively close to it.