Pity

this website and the reader

this is not the end
should it be the end of this blog?
i don't know what to write not writting what i wrote
or
i don't know what to think not thinking what i thought

i'm done
i'm defeated
i'm finished
echo..

no

need there be a reason?

(yes you suck)

i mean me
that's just a reply
that's just one of the many reasons
no, not again

i am strong
i will be strong
i am weak
i am too weak to have this bother me so much

let me be simple
i'm too simple
too complicated though
contradictions

lost interest d
gained interest d

let me be forgetful
let me apologize to begin with

wait, wait, wait, thought waited but thought wasted
untold feelings..
silence..
approaches..
questions..

ran
pissed

cried
complained

complain
can't stand complain
complain too

cry too then

faint bridge
right now bridge

......
smile
=)