feather fragments # 12: attunement

The little agents of joy followed me home. When i onlined i randomly spammed 'hehehehehehehehehe'-s for a good 5 minutes to every person that i talked to. Not only i couldnt stop smiling to myself, i couldn't think of anything else to say properly without including the state of happiness i was in.

But smiling was not the only thing i would do, there were plenty more that were yet to be done. So far i'd gotten the flowers, the venue and her permission. What was still missing? A new set of attire? Yeah.. pretty much. So I dragged some of my friends, like around four or five of them to shop with me for something decent. And they exploited my happiness by asking me to treat them dinner. I agreed like very naturally without any second thought. Note though, it happened back then. Usually I'm not that generous.

Out of nowhere (somewhere actually) i had this idea of getting her three keychains, each bearing the name of her chinese character. Yeah, would be weird in the sense of the bulkiness. But it would be special, or at least i thought so.

Thursday it was and in Queensbay we were. The original group of friends were evil because they called a few more people to my treat. Lord had mercy on me though, one of the adds paid me back and another decided to have a fast. After scanning around and trying on different clothes (note that this was a very rare feat that i would do), all of them with the exception of boushbell's boyfriend regarded the topshop shirt with white-grey-black boxes as the one being the most fitting on me. And so it was decided! I've thought about the jeans that i purchase in KL would pull it off with the top, and now it was suggested that a pair of new shoes would do the finishing.
Browsed through shops like Nike, Adidas, Puma, and those mixed ones, and i've finally decided on something by myself! The white Adidas with red stripes is the result, and i feel comfortable and think that i look good wearing it. Raggy's confidence has been increased by 1!

I even purchased some hair wax (i never used wax before) and went for a haircut. All of these required me to spend more than i usually do but believe me, this was one of the enjoyment that i never came across before in my life and the experience was.. exhilarating. I felt like i could turn heads towards me with every new piece on. I felt like i could finally stand rightfully beside Siren without arousing anyone's curiousity about mismatching cases. ( i would like to emphasize on the word, 'i felt'.)

On a side note, i could only get Siren's first two names from Queensbay. Without the last character it feels totally weird to give her only the first two. As creatively-superstitious-to-myself as i am, it felt like a bad omen to me. Anyhow i promised myself to find the last name for her in time.. at Gurney.

I was still generous on friday. Lunch was on me, and two of them actually ate the free dinner from me last night! Friends in need are friends indeed.

tbc..